i am done shopping the mental marketplace. i'm going to burn every thing i ever bought. the truth is, i don't know everything, but i do know a lot of things, and therein lies the problem. i know too much! lies, all of it!
why can't i just be perfectly content wherever i am, whatever i'm doing?
how i do kill my ego and why do i want to? i think i'm supposed to acknowledge the things that i'm too afraid to acknowledge. i want to because i don't want to be a lie anymore--i can't continue being a lie.
i need to figure out what my greatest fear is. is it fear of no-self? what would it be like if there was no i, if there was no me? can i even imagine that? is it possible to imagine something without there being an i?
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